Initialisation ..

It's been ages since I decided that I should try my hand at something I've always appreciated to a very great extent, writing. Why do I want to write ? The prime reason is that I want to have a command over a language which amazes me , which fascinates me. Finally, after contemplating for months, I've brought myself to a point where I could leave behind my fears and just try playing with words. I don't know how I am going to be at it. I don't know if anyone ever is going to read what I'll be manifesting. I still want to do it though and feel happy to have given it an effort. I also believe that writing helps you to sort yourself out. Writing is like conversing with your mind and certainly giving your thoughts a channel to flow through.
In my mind, I've thought abundant thoughts and I've imagined myself putting them all down where they could be read by me and people who matter to me but I've just been procrastinating. I don't hope to get a lot out of this activity, I am going to do it so that I can be somewhat decent at English, the language I adore. I know for a fact that when I finish writing something, I am gonna feel proud and there's something awesome about that feeling.
Lately , I've been feeling quite unsure about myself and I want to take baby steps in order to change that.  Thus, I publish my first blog ever so that I can add yet another thing to the 'list' of the things I enjoy. And also with a tiny little hope that my immensely addled mind gets a bit of help from 'writing'. Hope you find it interesting !